It's a treaky treat for me to give you.

YES!

NO TRICK OR TREAT-EEEERS!! <33

I feel very, VERY, happy with this outcome. Why? Well ... there's a bowl there ... in front of me. Filled with candy. No knocks on the door or ding dongs. :] Happy?

Hell yes.

So ... today I saw the found awesome asian teletubbies. cute? sweet?

I kinda found it creepy, but I mean ... it's cute. I saw a lot of bumble bee babies. If I ever have a child i'm going to dress them up like that once. HAHA. :]

Omg.

Someone was trying to send me that stupid dumb link that causes you to SCREAM. Bastard will paaay!

...

Yeah as you can see ... I am not a big Halloween fan. Although it looks fun, but I just don't like it? o_O; Wonder why...

It just confuses me, Vegetable vs. Fruits?

I hate tomatoes. I also am not fond of corn (unless its prepared).

So why the hell are we discriminating fruits and vegetables? Who cares what category they go through. Both are healthy for you, jeez. D: Just call them ... VEGFRU.

Poor Tomatoes.
Even Potatoes.

Can you feel their suffer from discrimination?

I pity them when I see them. Weird huh? Well that's life.

Vegetable vs. Fruits will always be a hot topic. Well ... for me because I'm a nerd. x]

Me: Is watermelon a vegetable?
Bro: ... don't get smart with me.

wtf. D:

I was just asking one simple question. Didn't have to be so ... snappy. Oh yeah!

Samurai's can pwn a ... err... gun person! :] He can reflect them bullets! Splits the bullets in half, since you know.

Bullets are made our of iron and other elements (which i don't know of) and the sword is made out of steel. Which I guess its stronger than iron? It would be awesome... to see that in real life! :D

Exclude the blood scenes, but hell ... that would PWN. Then again ... humans eyes aren't THAT good. ]: daaarns.

I wanted to be like ... steelfreak hero. xD Haha idk.

Well ... gnights yo!

No way, STFU. Much better.

I'm being ... moody.

I want to make a hobby. Probably pressing flowers would be one. Someone told me knitting was for bored and crazy people.

Yeah thanks for lowering my self esteem. Erk.

So ... I -no wait- my BROTHER was thinking for my dad to buy a house when I transfer to another college. Then rent it later on. Problem is... I HATE living alone. I would just ... not like the silent, awkward, dark house to myself. Nice idea, but ... very let's just say ... BIG responsibility to live alone. I need people to make some joke at least everyday.

Why this idea? Well ... I have to say ... I HATE dorms. :] Yeah they sound all cool and exciting, but I really don't like them. Have you ever wondered if that bed that you -current dorm people- are sleeping in was used for ... well ... SEX?

Sorry, I would feel disturbed.

Not to mention who knows what happened in that room. o_O;

So .. no dorms for me. Too scared.

Not to mention ... you're wasting money. Like ... a LOT of money. Get an apartment you freaks of nature. xD Be responsible in your life for once! /swt

-totally irresponsible-

It's about time to stop, you know?

So...

Lemons...

Who reads them anyway? HAHA...

-Utterly afraid of Sex now-

>___________<;;

Do I really look like I'm married?

Allen: Hey Diana, people are saying that you're married. Is that true?
D: wtf.
Maxine: HAHAAAHAHA!

...

Yeah.

WTF. Do I look married? Why? I mean ... Does it look like my finger has a ring? I don't think so. No.

I am NOT married.

Not until I'm in my late late 20's. Okay? Get that straight. ]<

That or ... wait till I finish my masters. :]<33 Yeeey~

I'm in deep shit, real dip shit.

So I'm finishing up an essay that's due ... tomorrow?

Crap crap crap! Hahaa...

So saturday morning yesterday ... I kinda felt my personal privacy being ripped away. Why? Well ... little girls from CCD were planning my future "wedding".



Umm. Blurry, but ... does that really look like a wedding picture? For me it looks like a prom picture. I dunno. o_O; Little girls need to hush hush in class. >___<;

Very long delay, but it was worth it.

Yeah, I haven't updated in quiet awhile, but you know what? I don't really care. Haha. I had midterms and had to study. Not to mention essays to make up and revise. Sweet right? Yeah, whatever. I had to take a time break and had to think of many many stuff. Good & bad thinking, but whatever.

You know whats funny?

I've noticed that I like being a loner at school. :] No, please don't say thats bad, I just like the tranquility I get alone. Besides I get my work done a lot faster than before, you know without interruptions? It's not a bad thing, I tried joining clubs but one was FILLED with boys -no girls- and the other one was well... let's say ... not the smartest club I joined. Scratch joined, more like went to.

La Raza is filled with pedophiles and ignorant girls. All they basically talk about is ... strip clubs, clubs, drinking, drugs, and 'how i want to quit school'. My, what a fun club to join ne? Yeah, one meeting was enough for me. I haven't gone to the other meetings, when they ask me I just make up an excuse like "must do essay now, bye." It's not that harsh when you think about it. I just don't want to associate myself with these people. Especially Facebook nerds 24/7. o__O; Yeah, facebook junkies.

Being anti-social isn't bad. I mean ... I'm not completely anti-social. I have church buddies every saturday, english buddies every morning, online friends every afternoon, Donna the neighbor, and my telenovela buddy, Nikki. I just keep my distances.

I just know 3 people well, but we don't you know ... "hang out" we have different schedules. I have Keiko and Naho some afternoons for lunch. Maxine and I have english together so I talk to her every morning. I like having 'no friends' at school. I can concentrate and be my studyself person I am. That's fine by me, but I kinda like this "quiet" college life. I'm happy not talking to people in school. It's like ... I'm preoccupied with homework. I like it. I think I prefer going to a community college for 4yrs than ... 4 year university. Why?

You get to know people.

Getting to know people will equal more drama.

More drama will then equal to not getting school work done.

Now I'm not saying 'don't make friends' this is just my personal view. I don't have to have friends at school, I already have buddies and one good person I can trust. This is all I need in life. Sheesh, I'm not those people that 'want' friends. I don't 'need' them either. I can be happy on my own you know? But ... people have different ways of thinking. This is just my thought.

Yeah, when I transfer. I don't plan on making friends or getting to know new people. Well ... maybe a dormmate or an english buddy. Since .... *COUGHMAJORINGINENGLISHCOUGH*...

Yeah. I'm such a jerk. x]

I don't care~ :D

You know... I'm mostly by myself in the Library or LSN room. Lately I've neglected the library. It's like ... bunch of black people surrounding the entrance of the library and smoking. Fuck. I'm starting to like the smell of smoke on a very sunny day. Why? I dunno, it just ... smells nice with the hot weather. Although it smells bad on the cold weather. Dunno why. But ... Yeah. Been neglecting the Library... I pity us nerds trying to get over there while being intimidated by those tall -very tall- people. I don't mind it though, I just ignore them. Even that one guy that tried to sell me a cigarette. I mean really ... a cigarette? What the fuck? LMAO. Sorry, that moment I laughed mentally and left the salesman dude with the cig. Next time, I'm telling Keiko to pick a different spot to meet.

LSN is basically where the spanish people meet, also la Raza. I ignore them and just do my work. Sorry, don't feel like going to Asia Club every fucking friday nights with them when they just get wasted or laid. So many rumors there. But ... I just go there because well ... they have computers I can use. :] They don't kick me out because I DO my work sukkers~

Hello

Meowness version 20000.

It's over 9 thousand!!!

A total boring day, what can I say?

I did nothing today, utterly nothing.

I mean right now I'm reading some Shikamaru x Hinata fanfics and I must say... they are adorable. I love this crack pairing and it was my very first odd pairing too!

I love it none the less. <33

It's a very special couple for me and nobody can ruin it! Not even stupid Shiho! And senpai since he is so against it!

So ...

Nothing to do. Astronomy and Japanese midterm tomorrow. Oh what glory it is~

Tch, yeah right. What a .... pain in the ass. :D

It was a total mistake! I swear!

So I woke up late. I mean really late: 8:42 pm. I was supposed to be at Marbin's house like at 8:50ish. I thank my awesome brother who woke up just for me to give me a ride or I wouldn't make it. Pretty awesome right? Gosh, thank goodness that he knows how to drive. <33 Well yeah, once he took me there I knocked and Tenten opened. Wicked. I didn't have to ... you know... wait in the cold. :] Well ... I slept through the whole way to Merced. I knew that if I didn't sleep now, I would end up sleeping later. xD; I'm such a dork. I need like ... music in my ears to wake me up. Haha. Eetto... So yeah. Arrived at Merced, saw Marbin, went to Hong Kong Restaurant, and went to Ride Aid. About Ride Aid ... it looks the same as the one here. oO; Oh yeah, I saw those magical 8 Balls and decided to mess around with it. x] I think I made an insult about Marbin being stupid and it replied "Yes" or something like that. Then Marbin grabbed it and said:

M: "Himechi is an ass"
8: "No" M: "... *waits*... Himechi is a jerk"
8: "No"

PWNED.

Oh yeah babe. I pwned his little asian ass. :D It's funny how he hates staying in one store for to long. Somethings never change. ^^; Also I found out that Marbins' dad is very picky on food. I dunno. /swt

Umm ... What I noticed about Marbins' new roommate is that ... they are so damn messy. Pieces of garbage in the floor. Everything was messed up. It's like wtf. Yeah, Mrs. Tan kept telling me that they were the same because they were born on the year of the Snake. LOL. Yeah ... keeping away from guys older then meeee~ :DD Jkjk. Um ... my first impression of his roommate is ... "EEW. Nerdy guy who needs braces." D: Not cute at all. After all ... every "David" I meet are not ... cute looking. Well ... that's my taste. Oh yeah, I saw Elijah! Yeeeeey~ :D Good to see him though and glad he's doing good in school and the crew. x]

So yeah ... we left Merced then went to Chilis. Why? No idea. oO; I felt like a burden right there. I didn't want to waste money for them to spend on me. I feel so horrible... & OMG THE WAITRESS IS SO ANNOYING. D: I don't like to be teased. At all.

Scene 1:
Waitress: Boooy you better be talking to this girl. She's really beautiful! Don't be shy!
Tenten: *wtf expression*
Me: Huh? *wasn't really paying attention*

Scene 2:
Waitress: Is that all? So where are you taking her?
Tenten: ....?
Me: *ignoring*
Waitress: So whats after this? Movies? Another date?
Tenten & Me: *looks away and most likely thinking: WTF*

Yeah... after that his parents were teasing us of going out. /swt. no. No. NO. NO! It was really REALLY awkward after that... I totally ignored him. It was just weird. It's like dating a young kid... EW. D: I'm like fking older than him by what? 3 years? Gross, gross, gross! I don't want to date my bestfriends brother ... it's just ... gross. Also I think I would be considered a pedophile. *sigh* There was also that time ... where my cousin and brothers thought he had a crush on me. My god. Tenten needs to be more mature in handing a BALLOON maturely and not just give it to me and run away. Like a fucking school girl crush. /swt. I am still being teased by my younger cousin because of that ... I am going to smack that Tenten. ]<

I talked to him in the end. After all that awkwardness was just ... gone. Ugh... I don't think I want to go to Merced with them anymore. >___<; ... But I must! To visit EJ and Marbin! Nothing will stop me!

Not even being teased! D<

Btw; I got scared when Mr. Tan almost got us into a car accident. D: I swear the other driver does NOT know how to drive. :\ Sheesh. You WAIT damn it! ><;

This was just to awkward to even speak about it.

English class was more or less boring and annoying. Jeez. I can't wait really for next semesters english. :] More annotation and work cited~ Yeey right? Nah, so boring to stay in that class at 8:10 till 9:30 am. Yuuck, but oh well. Let's just hope I can pass everything. :]

Japanese class was awkward. Our teacher still hasn't come back from Japan so a sub was here today again. Yeah Wednesday she wasn't there also. )= So we did something like bingo but we use peoples name. It had questions on the piece of paper and one of them was "Do you speak Spanish?" Immediately people ran over to me since I was the only spanish speaking person in that class. I don't mean one by one ... I mean ten by ten or something. Blah. So not cool, but whatever ... jeez. Next time I'm taking a class that has some spanish speaking students. =____=; I feel so abused today because of that class ... blah.

Eetto... Astronomy Midterm was interesting. It was all multiple choice and True or False questions. It sucked. I think I only got one right. LOL out of ... 37? I don't know. I mean I did study, but the questions were uugh. No, not tricky questions just questions that I knew I should get it. Oh well ... let's see what I get kay? :]

OMG. I love Shikamaru x Hinata from Naruto. Weird? Hell no. I love this couple, even though I guess it's hinted that he might fall for that wanna be Ino looking nerdy girl. =___=; Yeah, this couple is crack so I don't think it will ever happen although I wish it did so so baaaad. D: Yeah guys, no NaruHina in Naruto. :] It's most likely about Naruto and Sakura getting together. Blaah. So I love ShikaHina one shots and thats what I did. I got a review from my very favorite author! <33>
Bill the Cat Loves ShikaHina
2008-10-17
ch 1,

Squee! That is such a set-up, I swear! It totally makes sense in a twisted way. Great job! I look forward to seeing more!

~ACK!PTTH!~ Bill the Cat =^O_o^=
Kyaaaa, this is like a birthday present for me. :D So, so cool. Yeah my next OneShot on ShikaHina is called: Temple Visitation.

Summary: During the Academy it seems that ninja kids do go to field trips after all. What happens when two of kids get lost? What’s their adventure?

Blah. Not good, but whatever. Yeah I think I'm redoing 3 Primary Colors. I got a better plot for that so editing it soon or once I have time for it. :] I feel so damn active. I love it~

A new story and new chapters to read!

Yes!

Just read FMA Chapter 88. :] Yeah ... I'm a FMA fan so screw yooou~. I loved this chapter. A whole new side of Pride. Okay not "Pride" but the kid pride! :D He's so cute when he tripped. It was an 'LOL' moment for me. Um, Greed is a bastard. But a hot sexy bastard. LOL. Yeah... "I will rule the world!" What a jerk/stupid ass. xD I mean seriously... Oh well I still love Greed. :]

Now I made a new fanfic that is going to be filled with Shika/Hina fanfics. That's just great for me. <33

Midterms are this Friday do you know what it means?

Hell yes!

Study study study dude! D:

Well just Astronomy Midterm. Btw; I got a 95 on my second chapter quiz. <33 THE LOVE! Haha, I feel really proud. Okay so ....

Let's study! :'D

The small puppy that bites objects and people.

So went to Donna's house. I have to say...

The puppy she has is just adorable. :] It's very small and quite the looker. Oh well. I wish I had a puppy but its just to much responsibility. Lol. Sucks however it's the truth man. xD A puppy isn't a toy at all. It's a living thing that must be taken care of and must have some responsibility on it. Heh. Now I must leave the puppy blog away.

He's so cute when he plays with me. Haha. x]

Donna is super lucky though, oh wells. Maybe I'll have a puppy some day. Hopefully it's just a puppy that doesn't really grow that big. <3

I would take care of that pup so much! :] Maybe a Shi Tzu or Cocker Spaniel would be nice. Yeah toy dogs but they are so cute to have though!

Las de la intucion. :]

Cute? Hell.

I think it is. :]

Some idiot couldn't do what i asked

What a mother effer.

I called him and asked him nicely to upload a blog of mine for yesterday. But no, bastard ignored me. Ugh. So annoyed and mad at him.

So I guess I don't know if i want to upload daily anymore. Idk. Idk. Idk. blah.
I feel worthless. =___=; oh well...

I was so distracted I almost forgot.

Wow.

La Tale got me distracted into blogging. Ugh. Well whatever. I'm Level 20 Explorer there and very happy about it. Today I think I wasted ... more thank 100k. LOL! Yeah, you see in games I get very addicted to cute stuff that I want it all. I mean ... I DO want it all, but oh well right? I want that Miko outfit or ninja outfit. >.>; tch. Well anyway, it sucks to get a pet there. I mean seriously 50k for leveling it up. Ugh, they BETTER be useful damn it. Shiiiet. I wasted money for nothing! D<

Originally by Cyndi Lauper
Artist: Quietdrive

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick and think of you
Caught up in circles confusion is nothing new

You say, go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost
You can look
And you will find me
Time after time
If you fall
I wall catch you
I'll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time

Sometimes you picture me I'm walking to far ahead
You're calling to me I can't hear just what you've said

You say, go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost
You can look
And you will find me
Time after time
If you fall
I wall catch you
I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has turned to grey
Watching through windows you're wondering if I'm okay

But you Say go slow
I fall behind
The drum beats out of time

If you're lost you
You can look
And you will find me
Time after time
If you fall
I wall catch you
I'll be waiting
Time after time

If you're lost you
You can look
And you will find me
Time after time
If you fall
I wall catch you
I'll be waiting (I will be waiting)
Time after time

Time after time
Time after time

I like both versions, but this one is catchy. Oh well, better sleep or I wont wake up early tomorrow. D: Byee~ Oh yeah, although he may never know about this I shall post this up.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUENBIEN! :]

Seriously ... what is he? 16 or 17? Whatever...

I think I might be able to understand where I want to go.

So I went to the New Student Counselor's. I waited for at least 30 min, stupid guy sent me somewhere else, but I don't really care anymore. Anyway I'm double majoring and the guy said it was fine. All I have to do now is pick a school and follow their requirements. So far what I've seen is...

UC Irvine
CSU L.A
CSU San Jose
CSU Stanislaus
UC Santa Cruz
UC Merced/Santa Barbara

So, UCM/SB is still unsure. Probably not, but my counselor said to try even it out. Thus I did. I kinda wish I really go to CSULA, because ... Patty-chan is there. :] Haha jkjk. More like theres a KOREATOWN. :] Hmm... nah. Okay more like they have English and Japanese there. :] Yeeeys. Haha. What else to say ... nothing much. I'm bored and I feel like bothering Donna, but it's already late and shes working probably. It sucks when everybody is gone. )'= Oh well, I can handle it. I'll just over work myself next semester kinda. No... not really, but lets see what happens neh? :]

I think I may be allergic to milk... I dunno how, but I get tummy aches and they hurt a LOT. It suuucks ... sigh. I love milk too ... I like cereal the best! Omg~ No cereal~ )= Uuugh.

Well once again bored. =___=; I need a pet buddy to talk to. Fuck it, I'll buy a hamster/rabbit. Then talk to it all day long and it can be bored of me. Then ... it dies out of boredom. XD! That would be funny, but not really. I would start crying if I saw a dead animal. Haha.

And then BOOM this happened, weird right?

Yeah ...

The big BOOM was me stressing out due to midterms. Yuck. I need a distraction kinda. I mean, not a TOTAL distraction that might cause me to just NOT study. Just a really small one. *Sigh* Oh well, thank goodness I'm talking to my counselor tomorrow~ A small distraction, but good enough for me. :] Hehe. Also going to join La Raza tomorrow, since I have nothing better to do. Let's just see if I like it or not. Really, I don't care.

Eetto...

Juujinitabemasu. >>;

Meaning I will eat at 10pm. Um, not really, but i'm just going to eat some grapes then sleep probably. Man, today felt ... boring. Boring than usual I must add! I don't know why, but hopefully tomorrow will be a more energetic day. Oh yeah, here's a small article I kinda found funny.

#91 San Francisco

San Francisco is one of the top US destinations for white people in terms of both travel and living. It is universally agreeable and is a safe discussion topic for any situation. The city is considered one of the world’s premiere locations for white person research.White people like to vacation in San Francisco because it has beautiful architecture, fantastic food, and it is near the water. They like to live in San Francisco because of its abundance of Non Profit Organizations, Expensive Sandwiches, Wine, political outlook, and most importantly its diversity. Since many white people either live in, plan to move to, or closely identify with San Francisco it is imperative that you know how best to deal with them. The City of San Francisco has a very multicultural population that ranges from white to gay to Asian. Within white culture this known as “ideal diversity” for its provision of exotic restaurants while simultaneously preserving property values. The presence of gays and Asians is imperative as it two provides two of the key resources most necessary for white success and happiness. However, it is important to be aware of the fact that regions outside of San Francisco feature many people who are not white, gay or Asian. They are greatly appreciated during the census, but white people are generally very happy that they stay in places like Oakland and Richmond. This enables white people to feel good about living near people of diverse backgrounds without having to directly deal with troublesome issues like income gaps or schooling. Still, the presence of other minorities are welcomed by white people for so many more reasons than just statistics! Much in the way that white people in Brooklyn feel a strong and unfounded connection with The Notorious BIG, white people in San Francisco feel the need to identify with rappers from the East Bay. Interestingly enough, the further they venture from San Francisco, the stronger their need to represent their region. “Oh man, I went to the Too Short show last night. So hyphy man, so hyphy. You should come by some time and we’ll ghost ride the Prius.” When you are presented with statements like this, the best response is to say “Berkeley is close to Oakland,” and the white person will likely nod and throw up some sort of west side hand sign.

Though it is exceptionally easy to put someone from San Francisco in a good mood, there are some caveats. When talking to a white person who lives in San Francisco, it is best not to bring up New York City. Though they live in a world class city, San Franciscans have a crippling inferiority complex about New York and even hinting at that will make them very sad or very defensive. Fortunately, there is a fool-proof method for quickly returning the conversation to a positive, trust-building tone. No matter how much you have offended someone from San Francisco, you can always make them feel better by asking them how they feel about Southern California. They will instantly talk of how it is filled with crime, pollution, hegemonic culture, and the wrong kind of white people: “I swear California is like two separate countries, and I am so thankful that I live in the cultural center of the West Coast.” This will allow them to reassert their superiority and leave the conversation with a positive feeling about themselves and about you.

by: stuffwhitepeoplelike.com

Stupid, but kinda truthful? Eh, not really.

My voice can speak, I tell with honesty.

So my first insulting list are 'stupid' girls. No, not women because women can THINK, unlike stupid high school girls or college girls. "Lady's" should be represented when a girl KNOWs what she is doing and know what the consequences will be like. Not complain about it, but do SOMETHING about it. Silly right? Yeah... So when I was in my AP Gov class, 80% of the girls were seriously "stupid" or "intellectual". Funny right? No, they mostly talked about how they would vote for Hilary Clinton because she's a "woman". Bullshit. These girls are NOT women. I kept saying vote for Edward because I liked the idea of not having to be in any cooperations. (; That's just me, but anyway I even said "I have no fucking idea what he goes or goes against for". I said it with big honesty. I just liked the idea he wasn't in a cooperation and was doing his campaign with his own money, however, I was going to look more stuff on him later if here were chosen as president or not. These stupid girls bullshitted about Hilary Clinton's ideas that were totally against her saying or was too liberal. *sigh* I hate girls... *muttersbadstuff* Now that the republicans got a "VicePresident" all these stupid "HilaryClinton" supporters went to "SarahPalin". I have to say... Fucking little cunts. :] Sorry, but I really must insult these people that have no brains! Jkjk, but I really don't like this. It's like my pet peeve. I'm sorry, you say that women are being oppressed? Bullshit once again.

Chile - Female President (I'm unsure about this, but I'm positive there was)
Germany - Female Prime Minister (Something like a President)
New Zealand - Female Prime Minister
Ukraine - Female Prime Minister ( She looks pretty~! )
Philippines - They had a female president. She screwed up the people, I think.

& I'm pretty sure there are other countries that have a Female Prime Minister or President or w.e.

We have a FEMALE speaker of the House. She's okay and that's good enough for me. Please don't bullshit me that females are being oppressed. That's not RIGHT, get your facts damn it. Also don't give me a fucking answer that "If America had a woman president or vice president, we will inspire other woman to go for this role as a leader". Fuck you. Look at the countries above. You see them? Yeah, they BEAT American women. Owned~!

Moving along this ... sad sad discussion. I'm getting tired of doing homework right now. ):

Why?

I dunno, I feel like procrastinating. Anatawa bakadesuka? Hai, bakadesu. blah! So, let's talk about how I'm going to go now and find myself something to drink while watching "It's Me or the Dog". That or wait for the debate. Haha, that stupid movie 'W.' is on my watching list. Looks so stupid, but tries to be serious at the same time. Hehe. x]

Midterms are starting this week, sucks butt.

Japanese Test - 86%

Can I say YEEEY!? Hell yes, I feel so damn happy about this grade. Although ... I feel like I could do better if I study even more. Oh well, let's see what happens on friday since it's my japanese midterm test. I feel saaad. ): But then again happy at the same time because then ... THANKSGIVING IS CLOSE BY! Meaning that the students who went far away to study will come here and be with meee~ jkjk. LOL, but yeah. This is why I'm excited for midterms to start and yet end at the same time. Fun? For me yes, because I like to count down days. It's just awesome.

Besides counting down till midterms (which is today), I'm sacred of the Astronomy midterm. It's very very scary. It has so much stuff in it that i'm just getting so confused. Thank goodness that English is just revising Essay 1 or 2. VERY simple, unlike Astronomy. So I bet all of you already took your midterms and I say, lucky asses. :]

Oh yeah, I found my long lost keeeeys! They were in my brothers car trunk. Hella weird how they got there. I mean ... it's very unusual for that to happen. Oh well right? Remember, NEVER LOSE YOUR KEYS! Or you wont be able to go back home and you have to wait for people to open you. Haha, don't want to be like those losers neh? (I'm calling myself a loser...blah!)

Most couples break up after high school, why is this?

This is a question that I always try to find an answer too. But I feel like it's mostly the couples fault for not being too together. It's either:

1. The girls either like to hang out with their friends or just don't have time to call their own 'boyfriends'.

2. Guys are asses so they must look for a pretty other girl to look at.

Yeah. I mean that's what I think, but I'm unsure. I'm sad to see these kinds of relationships just break off. It's just weird that they say "I love you", but yet ... sigh... they do the opposite. They break up. Idk, sad right?

I think I might double major in many things, so currently undecided. >:

English vs Child Development vs Psychology.

Those three majors are very very close to each other. I don't know what to pick. I'm so indecisive it is really scary. But you know what? I still have a two years left, because I'm that cool. :] Heh. I feel special than others. I'm also kinda glad I didn't pick SFSU or UCR either. >: I would have suffered I bet. Anyway, let the future and fate decide this for me. Let's talk about this interesting day and my current thoughts.

So I'm surprised that I have to teach the CCD class next week. Um, YIKES? ^^; I'd say so! I'm not ready, I still love being a TA! I really do! It is like taking a baby's dipper and onto underwear! Changing topics ... I never remembered when I stopped wearing dippers. Maybe I was too young to remember... I'm interested now. lol. Anyway, back to the main subject: I'm scared and I have no idea what to say in that 1hr and 30 min class. I feel sad! But so far this is the schedule I have made up today.

Lesson Plan
10/11/08

9:30 - Prayer
9:35 - Review chapter 1 pg 24
- Reflect & Pray for 2 min.
- Explain key words.
- Respect All people talk why is it important.
10:00 - Chapter 2: Jesus Christ Gives Us the Church.
- Me = Leader, Children = All pg 27
How do you follow Jesus?
- Read pg 28
Questions:
What is disciples? Are we disciples? What are disciples supposed to do?
How many apostles did Jesus chose? Can any of you name them?
Answer: Peter, Andrew, Matthew, Thomas, Philip, Bartholomew, John, James, Simon, Jude, James (the less/younger), Matthias.
What is one thing you can do as Jesus’ disciple?
- Read pg 29

Yeeah. That's it so far. I suck butt, but like that's all I have right now. If any of you have ideas please tell me. I mean hangman i tried the past two years and it sucked. The kids went out of control. :\ So any religious idea then I will hear your option. Now moving on, Legion of Marie is back on. I think Sister Julie wants me to be president. I rather take VP than President. I'm not a leader person and I know this. Haha. Soo, I will fight for VP! x] That or Secretary. I think all you need to do is attend the curia meetings and walaa? I think, I'm not so sure. Whatever. Right?

Okay, so Marbin goes out now. Which is great and all, but if he gives me this bullshit that he doesn't want to go to out with me during thanksgiving break. Then I'll be very pissed. Very very pissed. :\ Feels unfair for me actually. If he gives me a reason because his mom doesn't want to, then screew him. I'll ignore him overall! D< Yeah, that's it. I'm bored now~

*writes a oneshot*

So booored. Nothing to dooo~ :3 NOT. Haha. I think I might ask Ronelle to take me to JPNTown next next week. .___.; Both of us are big FMA fans soooo yeeey! I love him. He's ubber cool! <3

On to the movies to watch Nick & Norah!

I haven't been to the movies in a long time now. Probably 2-3 months? Maybe even more? So after Astronomy class I quickly ran to get the 54 Felton that stops in front of Daly City Bart. Sadly I was late and took the 9x Bayshore then 14 to Daly City. Yeeah, hate it but love it at the same time yo. I really hate Samtrans now. It totally sucks ass. LOL. Samtrans is basically used in San Mateo County for rich people I tell you! Rich people! Uuugh. Anyway... I got to the theaters and waited for 1 hour eating my sandwich! (= I looove Tuna made by subway. Haha, so yeah. Nikki, Jessie, and I went an hour early inside before the movie started. Haha. It's fun catching up with others really. I luv it. Heh. Eeto... Oh yeah now about "Nick and Norah".

So it starts of with a guy Nick that broke up with his girlfriend a month ago or so. He meets Norah, they start on an adventure with their buddies. I love the three gay guys. Especially the asian one, he's cute. (= Reaaaally cute. Haha, wonderful plot right? I mean ... I like it. It kind of reminds me of "Benny and June" type of romance. I'm in love with this movie because of the characters. They're just awesome. I like the songs too, they're pretty good for my taste. Heh. (=

Yeah. I wanna make a similar movie to this, but different. LOL. Nah, I'm not a cinema genius. I have no taste at all or even skills for that. Neeh, I love hanging out with Nikki and Jessie. <3 They're really fun to hang out with. Now I want to watch another movie this time with Paty and other people. x) can't wait till Twilight comes because ... well it looks good. Something like an emo romance. Now I must continue watching my telenovela, due to the fact that well ... it starts off good, bad middle climax where the characters hate each other or whatever, then a happy ever after. Fun? Yeeeah maybe. Kinda cliche though. LOL. Well until tomorrow! :)

Oh yeah. Just a little comment. It seems that most republicans can not say the word nuclear. x] Just take in mind please. LOL!

It can always be a mistake of them to judge me.

Yeah. I hate being judged. Well not technically judged but for my own family to always give insults at me. To suck it up you say? I've tried that and look where its gotten me: Depression. To not think about it you say? I cannot ignore those harsh words that almost make me cry. Yeah, I've been teased, discriminated, and insulted by other people who are strangers. However, this is done constantly by my family. My own family who I would think they would never do that, have done such thing to hurt me. I mean if it was once I would take the harsh comment at heart. However, to hear these things constantly is just hurting me. I'm being neglected by my own mother, insulted by one of my brothers, and been always yelled at by my dad. Alright, so what would you do? I'm so tired that I actually cry at night to just forget it. I love god truthfully, but this task that he is giving me is just too hard to handle. To try to clam myself, I listen to music high up. What do I get from it?

"Stop being a lazy ass, do something with your life will you?"

That's a harsh comment I get almost daily from my dad and brother. Yeah. I find it harsh at least. I'm sad, frustrated, tired, and depressed. Are they seriously taking away my sanity? I don't really know, but it just hurts deep down. That's why sometimes I rather not go back home and just stay in the library and probably leave the library atound 8-9pm. Sadly, that can't happen. Maru will get worried and such. I don't want that. Sigh... I rather have love troubles than have family problems. Well like you people want me to do is suck it up, so I shall now.

Anyway, I swear... 43 Mesonic makes me dizzy. Maybe I should take the 9x City College from now on. Then again I'm to lazy to walk 3-4 blocks away from my class. LOL. (= Oh crap. This game called "La Tale" is something similar to MapleStory, but I find this way better than MS. I love being an archer, why? It just rocks ass! I've always (and I mean always) been a Mage in many different online games. Thus I pass that torch to Maru, who is currently a Mage. G'luck m'dear! In other news...

The debate was pretty stupid if you ask me~

That woman, who i totally forgot her name, is stupid stupid stupid. She changed the subject so many many times and tried to turn the debate in her hands so she could rule. Sadly, people saw this and this was a huge mistake missy. Btw, I'm pretty sure in Alaska you can't see Russia from there deary. Maybe going on a boat towards there then yes. Otherwise, think again m'dear. Oh, that guy, who I don't know his name at all, was pretty much an emo. Haha, I do not want a VP who cries a lot or gets emotional. Sorry, but no. I want a strong VP and President, guess I see none of this in either side. So they suck. :]

G'luck to you voters. If you vote for any of them and they make America suck more. I blame YOU. :D

It's all about the Earphones&Religion.

Loosing my iPod earphones got me frustrated this morning. I hated it. I left the house kinda late, but I left with some earphones to listen to music. (: I like these big earphones, but people can be disturbed by the music so I put the volume rather low. Sad, but so true. I respect peoples privacy and opinions. I mean I usually listen to JRock and I know people would get annoyed by hearing "garbage" so I lower it down. I want my iPod earphones really bad, I won't feel naked! So anyway, when I entered the bus: 43 to Marine it leaves me in front of Riordan, I noticed that almost 70% of people in the bus were wearing big earphones. LOL. Awkward? No, not really. It's kinda funny how I turn my head I see someone hearing music with their big earphones and vice versa. Well ... that bus smells like rice and beef every morning. It kind of makes me feel light headed . So what do I do? I open the window to get fresh air. That or drink a bottle of water. Haha. (=

So midterms are coming very very soon for me. I'm kind of nervous really. I mean, I really want to pass you know? )= I think I'm positive that I will get a good grade in English since that midterm is basically revising an essay and an annotation test. Doesn't seem to hard huh? However it's really time consuming and annoying too. So it that sucks butt. Now for Japanese and Astronomy class that's a whole different story. I might fail or not. I'm studying every now and then. Hopefully this will be enough for a B in Midterms. I'm scared actually, but lets see what happens. Pary for me to pass! (=

In other news, I want to see Religiousness or whatever it's called. Yeah, I'm not one of those people that will be changed opinions by watching something. I believe in God and his Son, want to discriminate me because of that? Go ahead, but please try not to insult religion. Not only Christianity or Catholicism. I mean every single religion. I respect them and they respect me. Although some times (rarely) I don't seem to agree with them, but I respect them. Sorry, I'm not like some people I know that do that. Lol. I wont condemn you to hell if you don't pray or whatever. ANYWAY, I want to see this movie because of the irony. Yep yep! Religion had it's bad moments. Oh my, I really really hate the fact that Religion would discriminate other races. Anyway, that will be in a different blog.

I must get going. I've finished revising my paper, so thus I must call marbin (say gnight and all), drink water, brush teeth, go to the bathroom, brush hair, charge stuff for tomorrow, get into PJ's, listen to music, then finally sleep. LOL. Yeah it takes me at least 20-30 minutes for all of that to happen. ^^

Oh yeah. Poor guy in Osaka tried to suicide himself in those perverted cubicles where you watch those naughty naughty things. I wanna go to one for the hell of it. Oh yeah wait ... Justin, Marbin, and I kinda did. /swt Creeepy! Those perverted video games are just ... WOW... scary... Well anyway, the guy is saved! (=