Yeah, I haven't updated in quiet awhile, but you know what? I don't really care. Haha. I had midterms and had to study. Not to mention essays to make up and revise. Sweet right? Yeah, whatever. I had to take a time break and had to think of many many stuff. Good & bad thinking, but whatever.
You know whats funny?
I've noticed that I like being a loner at school. :] No, please don't say thats bad, I just like the tranquility I get alone. Besides I get my work done a lot faster than before, you know without interruptions? It's not a bad thing, I tried joining clubs but one was FILLED with boys -no girls- and the other one was well... let's say ... not the smartest club I joined. Scratch joined, more like went to.
La Raza is filled with pedophiles and ignorant girls. All they basically talk about is ... strip clubs, clubs, drinking, drugs, and 'how i want to quit school'. My, what a fun club to join ne? Yeah, one meeting was enough for me. I haven't gone to the other meetings, when they ask me I just make up an excuse like "must do essay now, bye." It's not that harsh when you think about it. I just don't want to associate myself with these people. Especially Facebook nerds 24/7. o__O; Yeah, facebook junkies.
Being anti-social isn't bad. I mean ... I'm not completely anti-social. I have church buddies every saturday, english buddies every morning, online friends every afternoon, Donna the neighbor, and my telenovela buddy, Nikki. I just keep my distances.
I just know 3 people well, but we don't you know ... "hang out" we have different schedules. I have Keiko and Naho some afternoons for lunch. Maxine and I have english together so I talk to her every morning. I like having 'no friends' at school. I can concentrate and be my studyself person I am. That's fine by me, but I kinda like this "quiet" college life. I'm happy not talking to people in school. It's like ... I'm preoccupied with homework. I like it. I think I prefer going to a community college for 4yrs than ... 4 year university. Why?
You get to know people.
Getting to know people will equal more drama.
More drama will then equal to not getting school work done.
Now I'm not saying 'don't make friends' this is just my personal view. I don't have to have friends at school, I already have buddies and one good person I can trust. This is all I need in life. Sheesh, I'm not those people that 'want' friends. I don't 'need' them either. I can be happy on my own you know? But ... people have different ways of thinking. This is just my thought.
Yeah, when I transfer. I don't plan on making friends or getting to know new people. Well ... maybe a dormmate or an english buddy. Since .... *COUGHMAJORINGINENGLISHCOUGH*...
Yeah. I'm such a jerk. x]
I don't care~ :D
You know... I'm mostly by myself in the Library or LSN room. Lately I've neglected the library. It's like ... bunch of black people surrounding the entrance of the library and smoking. Fuck. I'm starting to like the smell of smoke on a very sunny day. Why? I dunno, it just ... smells nice with the hot weather. Although it smells bad on the cold weather. Dunno why. But ... Yeah. Been neglecting the Library... I pity us nerds trying to get over there while being intimidated by those tall -very tall- people. I don't mind it though, I just ignore them. Even that one guy that tried to sell me a cigarette. I mean really ... a cigarette? What the fuck? LMAO. Sorry, that moment I laughed mentally and left the salesman dude with the cig. Next time, I'm telling Keiko to pick a different spot to meet.
LSN is basically where the spanish people meet, also la Raza. I ignore them and just do my work. Sorry, don't feel like going to Asia Club every fucking friday nights with them when they just get wasted or laid. So many rumors there. But ... I just go there because well ... they have computers I can use. :] They don't kick me out because I DO my work sukkers~
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