I lost.

I think I lost two people.

One I think hates me or thinks of me as an annoying prat. I don't mean to... I just want to chat with him because I dun't know? Also I'm helping him to gain back the friendship with my best friend, I mean I'm not forcing my best friend to talk, but just saying that he shouldn't be rude and too keep a good friendship. Man I feel like I get treated like crap... Oh well, maybe I deserve it. I shouldn't have stuck my nose into things even if they are sometimes good or bad. Screw it, I'll just be my preppy self and if that person thinks i'm a prat then so be it. Whatever. (=

Now I'm also loosing the friendship of Nikki. Good friend in High School, and I supported her with so many stuff that I agreed with. I dunno. Oh well, time moves on and i'll keep those friends close. Or I mean try to, like really hard. )'=