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Today was a blah day.

I think I'm the worst human being on earth. Too selfish and greedy. :\ I'm kinda scared of actually being greedy and selfish too... *sighs* I even punished myself. LOL, weird right? Well I kinda starved myself this morning and afternoon, causing to have tummy aches and also tried my best NOT to watch tv or jdramas. ><; I'm soo stupid and greedy and selfish. blah. ):

I think I've hurt someone real special to me today and yesterday. >>; I said the meanest things to him...but I mean I had to be truthful. But my comments were too greedy and selfish! Uuugh.

I need to change myself. .___.;

For the good or for the worse.

Hopefully for the good.

Haha; I remember this one fond memory when someone kissed my nose and I crinkled it. xD I dunno, I just like "Bubbly" because of that one phrase. LOL.

Oh yeah. I want to learn German. Once I finish Japanese I think I'll take German.

I love Germany itself. (=