Today was a blah day.
I think I'm the worst human being on earth. Too selfish and greedy. :\ I'm kinda scared of actually being greedy and selfish too... *sighs* I even punished myself. LOL, weird right? Well I kinda starved myself this morning and afternoon, causing to have tummy aches and also tried my best NOT to watch tv or jdramas. ><; I'm soo stupid and greedy and selfish. blah. ):
I think I've hurt someone real special to me today and yesterday. >>; I said the meanest things to him...but I mean I had to be truthful. But my comments were too greedy and selfish! Uuugh.
I need to change myself. .___.;
For the good or for the worse.
Hopefully for the good.
Haha; I remember this one fond memory when someone kissed my nose and I crinkled it. xD I dunno, I just like "Bubbly" because of that one phrase. LOL.
Oh yeah. I want to learn German. Once I finish Japanese I think I'll take German.
I love Germany itself. (=
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
UC Merced
UC Merced.
BOONDOCKS TOWN! (=
A place where you will see 90% white people. LOL. I truthfully don't like the campus. I didn't care about the weather, but the campus looks ugly. /swt
Why?
Dunno, looking at the dorms was a turn off. I think I like Chico's states dorms better. Most of them were individuals and had a fking kitchen. This is basically a small room with bathrooms that look like high school bathrooms you can enter before/after class. The library looks like Westlakes but ... with prison windows. I seriously though the campus looks like those Toyota buildings. Everything is too close... it's like even if you walk its not exercising. No wonder they have a gym. /swt
Maria and Dion were like "WTF. why did marbin pick this school again?"
Yeah.
Must be those "new dorms" they seriously need fixing. Someone can just walk in without you knowing. UCM dorms needs fixing. like ... NOW. xD
Well Marbin BETTER be having a good education higher than JC's or CSU's, because if not... then he's just basically wasting money on dorms and being there.
Though, I did like entering the dorms, it's just that... the rooms looks ugly. :\
I love marbin and all... but I want him home. >>;
Anyway... The day was good... but I cannot stand cow drops... smells bad. ):
BOONDOCKS TOWN! (=
A place where you will see 90% white people. LOL. I truthfully don't like the campus. I didn't care about the weather, but the campus looks ugly. /swt
Why?
Dunno, looking at the dorms was a turn off. I think I like Chico's states dorms better. Most of them were individuals and had a fking kitchen. This is basically a small room with bathrooms that look like high school bathrooms you can enter before/after class. The library looks like Westlakes but ... with prison windows. I seriously though the campus looks like those Toyota buildings. Everything is too close... it's like even if you walk its not exercising. No wonder they have a gym. /swt
Maria and Dion were like "WTF. why did marbin pick this school again?"
Yeah.
Must be those "new dorms" they seriously need fixing. Someone can just walk in without you knowing. UCM dorms needs fixing. like ... NOW. xD
Well Marbin BETTER be having a good education higher than JC's or CSU's, because if not... then he's just basically wasting money on dorms and being there.
Though, I did like entering the dorms, it's just that... the rooms looks ugly. :\
I love marbin and all... but I want him home. >>;
Anyway... The day was good... but I cannot stand cow drops... smells bad. ):
Friday, August 29, 2008
Lab Hrs.
I like going to the Language center.
I also like going to the Learning Assistant Center.
I think these places are pretty useful to have in every college. (= Well very happy that I can actually use them and HAVE to use them. LOL. Oh well. I feel happy.
Happy today, but very thoughtful. :]
LOL wonder why. x)
I also like going to the Learning Assistant Center.
I think these places are pretty useful to have in every college. (= Well very happy that I can actually use them and HAVE to use them. LOL. Oh well. I feel happy.
Happy today, but very thoughtful. :]
LOL wonder why. x)
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Rawr
My Schedule sucks!!!
It makes me have to do class work for almost the whole day depending on the days. It's pretty BS but that's the only thing I could do...
Moving back and forth isn't that fun.
- Maru
It makes me have to do class work for almost the whole day depending on the days. It's pretty BS but that's the only thing I could do...
Moving back and forth isn't that fun.
- Maru
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Wrong!
This is wrong wrong wrong!
I hate the government. Tch! D<
I hate them democrats and republicans.
I also hate 50% of the police! xD
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
HS?
Wow.
Oceana changed to punks and ghetto gangsta's (kinda). Anywhoo~ I visited the teachers and got some advice for college. (= I don't miss high school at all. LOL. However I do miss the teachers. Things have changed, but I guess the freshman will grow up. I think the sophomores from last year grew up a little bit to be more matured. Well I saw? Haha; I dunno. I don't see high school the same anymore when I visited. LOL seems so foreign now.
I have to say this.
I love Muni better than Samtrans.
Muni doesn't come every fking 30 min or more like Samtrans. But then again Samtrans looks nicer. (= So yeah...
B&N is a great place to study. I finished my homework and didn't get distracted. I wish I could go there more, but ... too much money to get there. LOL. Yeah, sad right? I saw this one couple fighting. LOL, so immature. The girl got pissed off that her boyfriend stepped on her shoes. I mean... WTF. Both of them got pissed off because of that? Well I mean the guy has a reason to be pissed off, because of her btchy attitude. They're just shoes! LMAO. I seriously pity the guy...
Oceana changed to punks and ghetto gangsta's (kinda). Anywhoo~ I visited the teachers and got some advice for college. (= I don't miss high school at all. LOL. However I do miss the teachers. Things have changed, but I guess the freshman will grow up. I think the sophomores from last year grew up a little bit to be more matured. Well I saw? Haha; I dunno. I don't see high school the same anymore when I visited. LOL seems so foreign now.
I have to say this.
I love Muni better than Samtrans.
Muni doesn't come every fking 30 min or more like Samtrans. But then again Samtrans looks nicer. (= So yeah...
B&N is a great place to study. I finished my homework and didn't get distracted. I wish I could go there more, but ... too much money to get there. LOL. Yeah, sad right? I saw this one couple fighting. LOL, so immature. The girl got pissed off that her boyfriend stepped on her shoes. I mean... WTF. Both of them got pissed off because of that? Well I mean the guy has a reason to be pissed off, because of her btchy attitude. They're just shoes! LMAO. I seriously pity the guy...
Monday, August 25, 2008
Twilight
LOL. This is funny, mockery of the book Twilight.
I've never read it, I heard it was good. But then again I also heard it was the stupidest thing next to Harry Potter. xD; Lol; I don't think I'm going to read it. Too busy for that maybe. Haha, but I will watch the movie. Not the 3rd one (whenever that comes out.) The whole throwing up blood is gross. LOL. x] So boo Twilight?
Sunday, August 24, 2008
RIP T. Maria
RIP
Tia Maria
08/24/08
Tia Maria
08/24/08
Sad for me and my whole family. She was an awesome aunt. She rebelled against her family and eloped with her beloved husband that passed away long ago. I remember a fond memory on how she tried to teach me to cartwheel and told me not to give up. (Although I did give up /swt) I still miss her. Parents are leaving next Saturday to go to the funeral. Hopefully everything will be fine.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
BFF: MARBIN V. TAN

7th grade:
First day of school I saw him talk to other people in homeroom. It was the first "chino" I noticed in that class. Was it meant to be or not? You make that assumption. Well I just had him for one class, P.E in 7th period. I didn't talk to him at all since 50% of my friends where in that class, so I ignored those whom I never met. Shallow? I don't know. But my first time ever actually noticing him would be once we had to make a group for sports. Now I didn't know that this group would be used 75% of the time playing different kinds of sports. I regret being in this group for months. It contained: 2 Juans, Marbin, Louise, Patty, and Me. I think Lizzie was in it too, but my memory is too blurry. Well it was a group of 6-7, and our first sport was none other than Hockey. I love this sport, but not when I felt the pain someone gave me for weeks (to be accurate around 2-3 days.) While playing this game I got hurt countless of times, but the one that hurt the most would be when Marbin hit me with the puck. I glared at this little guy for months and I have never forgiven him, even up to this day! Since then our friendship started... or maybe something more?
8th grade:
After one year of knowing each other, we were aim buddies. How? I don't remember... But we were! We talked very late at night, my family was concerned about me sleeping late since I would usually sleep around 8:30-9PM. This guy kept me up late, so I blame him for that very bad habit. Oh yeah, we dated during this year. He said he liked me and I said I liked him. And thus it happened. >>; But we were going to separate once high school started. It never happened...
9th-12th grade:
Four years of high school spent together. half those 4 years we were dating and the other half we were best friends. (we still are?) Umm. yeah, he totally surprised me when he went to oceana for the first time during freshman year. So both Fresh and Soph year were kinda cool. We did almost everything together and met Justin Kowk. xD Lol; funny guy I've met. Anti-social, but whatever. Junior year I tried my best to ignore this guy. >>; Soo... basically I talked to other people and tried my best to not be friendly to senpai, but in the end I was friendly and our friendship even grew. Weird...right? I thought so. Then senior year came and things got too clingy for me. Since I knew we were going to different schools and all. He also helped me NOT to get emo this whole year. <33 (=
Now that college has started and he's gone. I miss him terribly. Hopefully I have the courage to ask his parents to take me when they're leaving to UCM. Lol, I feel stupid. /swt
Well I miss him greatly. ):
UMM...
ILH? xD;
Yeah. Thank god I wasn't selfish and said in the end to go to Skyline, CSM, or City... It was so tempting. But he should have went to Santa Cruz instead! D< UUUGH.
Friday, August 22, 2008
SCIE Building.
My astronomy textbook came today! (=
Happy~
Anyway here's a question:
How long to spend 1 billion dollars at the rate of $10^3 every hour?
114yrs! (=
Okay enough of that. Today before astronomy class was scary. Someone had a seizure and I was terrified. Way to terrified... but thank goodness she was okay once she took her medicine. Phew...
Happy~
Anyway here's a question:
How long to spend 1 billion dollars at the rate of $10^3 every hour?
114yrs! (=
Okay enough of that. Today before astronomy class was scary. Someone had a seizure and I was terrified. Way to terrified... but thank goodness she was okay once she took her medicine. Phew...
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Konbawa Minna
Konbawa minna-san.
>>; Ok. I've been studying my ass of for 6 hrs in memorizing some Japanese phrases that the teacher gave the class. So...Oyasuminasai minna.
Today I feel sad. )= my best bud is leaving on friday and patty left today. -sadsad- Oh well... he said he'll try to come on 3 day weekends, but unsure. hopefully patty can come on thanksgiving break. LOL. I still haven't heard from the jobs that I applied at. I'm just hopeful that ONE of them will. I hate too much free time. )=
school's okay. I just prefer my Japanese and Astronomy class than English. LOL!
>>; Ok. I've been studying my ass of for 6 hrs in memorizing some Japanese phrases that the teacher gave the class. So...Oyasuminasai minna.
Today I feel sad. )= my best bud is leaving on friday and patty left today. -sadsad- Oh well... he said he'll try to come on 3 day weekends, but unsure. hopefully patty can come on thanksgiving break. LOL. I still haven't heard from the jobs that I applied at. I'm just hopeful that ONE of them will. I hate too much free time. )=
school's okay. I just prefer my Japanese and Astronomy class than English. LOL!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Job
Currently applied to:
FYE
Barns & Nobel
Serramonte Pet Shop
Borders
Game Stop
Old Navy
Wonder which one I will get in. LOL. I'm really hoping for Borders or B&N. Only places I really want to work in. Let's see what happens though. I need money really bad... I want to buy some school books and the computer Marbin's mom is selling me for $200. >__>; I need a new comp and not use my dads computer all the time. Feels rather unfair. Haha. Hopefully these places can hire. LOL.
FYE
Barns & Nobel
Serramonte Pet Shop
Borders
Game Stop
Old Navy
Wonder which one I will get in. LOL. I'm really hoping for Borders or B&N. Only places I really want to work in. Let's see what happens though. I need money really bad... I want to buy some school books and the computer Marbin's mom is selling me for $200. >__>; I need a new comp and not use my dads computer all the time. Feels rather unfair. Haha. Hopefully these places can hire. LOL.
Monday, August 18, 2008
First Day
Woke up at 6 a.m.
Left house at 7 a.m
Arrived at school at 7:45 a.m.
School started at 8:00 a.m.
Simple and easy. (=
English: was pretty cool and interesting, class was really full. i can't wait to start on portfolios!
Japanese: HOLY WOW. xD Soo many chinese and koreans there, i felt like an immigrant. Actually 4-6 people felt that way. /swt But, Oyasumi minna-san! Hajimashite Diana desu. Dozo yoroshiku! (=
Astronomy: I swear the teacher looks like Mr. Reidy in ... woman form! But I think I'll like this class. It's pretty cool and anti-social. The people are too old for me in this class, so ... yeeey!? (=
I have to study study and study. like seriously...
Left house at 7 a.m
Arrived at school at 7:45 a.m.
School started at 8:00 a.m.
Simple and easy. (=
English: was pretty cool and interesting, class was really full. i can't wait to start on portfolios!
Japanese: HOLY WOW. xD Soo many chinese and koreans there, i felt like an immigrant. Actually 4-6 people felt that way. /swt But, Oyasumi minna-san! Hajimashite Diana desu. Dozo yoroshiku! (=
Astronomy: I swear the teacher looks like Mr. Reidy in ... woman form! But I think I'll like this class. It's pretty cool and anti-social. The people are too old for me in this class, so ... yeeey!? (=
I have to study study and study. like seriously...
Sunday, August 17, 2008
JPN Town
So went to Japan Town with two close friends: Justin and Marbin. Pretty interesting, I mean I haven't seen Justin since ... graduation but it's all good. I think his hair got longer. I dunno. Marbin still hasn't gotten a haircut, so I HAVE to visit him and make a ponytail before its cut off. )= Hopefully not tomorrow or Tuesday. I really really really need to make a ponytail. <33
So took Bart and went to Geary by taking Muni. Easy transportation and cheap too (well not Bart.) LOL. I'm happy that the two of them enjoyed it, so hurray~ We went to all the stores but the girly girly ones LOL. I could have gone there by myself ... but naah. Umm... yeah everybody bought something, but I feel like I bought a lot. Haha...
Me: Yaoi novel, Shana necklace, Moofia milk carton, food & drink.
Marbin: 2 JMangas and food.
Justin: Food, drink, and art book
Aaah, I'm such a girl. I want to collect all Moofia (TokiDoki) action figures! Hell yeah! Haha. Oh yeah, the crapes (egg salad and banana w/ icecream) tasted weird this time. I dunno really, but it was weeird. Oh well, today was fun. (= Hopefully on Thanksgiving Break or Christmas Break we can go again.
So took Bart and went to Geary by taking Muni. Easy transportation and cheap too (well not Bart.) LOL. I'm happy that the two of them enjoyed it, so hurray~ We went to all the stores but the girly girly ones LOL. I could have gone there by myself ... but naah. Umm... yeah everybody bought something, but I feel like I bought a lot. Haha...
Me: Yaoi novel, Shana necklace, Moofia milk carton, food & drink.
Marbin: 2 JMangas and food.
Justin: Food, drink, and art book
Aaah, I'm such a girl. I want to collect all Moofia (TokiDoki) action figures! Hell yeah! Haha. Oh yeah, the crapes (egg salad and banana w/ icecream) tasted weird this time. I dunno really, but it was weeird. Oh well, today was fun. (= Hopefully on Thanksgiving Break or Christmas Break we can go again.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Foreign Exchange Student Day
I woke up too early today and I'm too exhausted right now to actually blog. But whatever right? Anyway I had to wake up early today to go to my first Legion of Marie picnic. Last year I went to Mexico so I never really saw what happened. Darn, I missed Marbin dress as a girl. I feel sad by not seeing that last year, would have had a great laugh right there. LOL. Anywho I was kinda irritated that I had to wait for almost an hour outside of church with Marbin on a really super cold foggy day. Yuck. Sister Julie was late pick us up, but that was fine once I was inside the warm car. :3 Both of us met her foreign exchange student: Hino Keiko. She's living with Sister Julie for 3 months and guess what? She's going to CCSF also. LOL. I actually cried out "English buddies!", hopefully she forgot about that. Haha; anyway she wasn't the only Japanese student I met today at the picnic. There was this other girl and guy that came with another person who is letting them stay at her house. Neat...
Well, I'm kinda disappointed that I didn't get to talk to the other two. I can't remember their names at all! I think the girl was named Miho and the guy ... Kiosho...? Shoot, I don't remember this guys name. His voice was way to soft to hear, but he seemed cool. So I kinda named him "Hey You." Rude? I think so... I feel bad. LOL. I think Marbin and Keiko remembered his name...Urk.
So the picnic was pretty fun and quiet a lot of food. Too bad I wasn't that hungry. LOL, I saw poor Keiko getting dragged by the people of Legion so that she can eat. I knew how that felt, so I kinda pitied her. But both Marbin and I befriended her, she's from Osaka so I just said "Where it snows right?" Daaamn, so luucky~ I wanted to go there, but stupid Duca said no. D<
Yuck!
So once the picnic ended, Sister Julie took us to the bank and a baby shower. Those times was when the three of us started to talk a lot & I saw her cellphone! So I'm ubber happy~ Also got her email. So we can exchange languages. :) I have to say ... it was pretty hard understanding each other, but we made it! LOL! The words I know were pretty useful, also the phrases Marbin knows helped a LOT. And thanked god I knew 50% of the cities she was talking about, haha Marbin doesn't know the geography of it so he was pretty clueless.
At the end we all went to Costco and saw Tony Lum's mom? I think it was her... but we went grocery shopping for Keiko, since yeah she's living here now. Got her bread, banana, lettuce, and egg.
Omfg. Speaking of lettuce... the three of us entered that cold room in Costco (don't remember the name of it) and I was going to get the lettuce and once I did... stupid Marbin decided to be a jerk and smart ass. What I was holding was "cabbage" not "lettuce", he made a frikin big drama deal out of it. Urgh! Screw him! I got lettuce so in his face once he notice he was wrong! HA!
Okay screw it I'm tired and imma sleep.
Well, I'm kinda disappointed that I didn't get to talk to the other two. I can't remember their names at all! I think the girl was named Miho and the guy ... Kiosho...? Shoot, I don't remember this guys name. His voice was way to soft to hear, but he seemed cool. So I kinda named him "Hey You." Rude? I think so... I feel bad. LOL. I think Marbin and Keiko remembered his name...Urk.
So the picnic was pretty fun and quiet a lot of food. Too bad I wasn't that hungry. LOL, I saw poor Keiko getting dragged by the people of Legion so that she can eat. I knew how that felt, so I kinda pitied her. But both Marbin and I befriended her, she's from Osaka so I just said "Where it snows right?" Daaamn, so luucky~ I wanted to go there, but stupid Duca said no. D<
Yuck!
So once the picnic ended, Sister Julie took us to the bank and a baby shower. Those times was when the three of us started to talk a lot & I saw her cellphone! So I'm ubber happy~ Also got her email. So we can exchange languages. :) I have to say ... it was pretty hard understanding each other, but we made it! LOL! The words I know were pretty useful, also the phrases Marbin knows helped a LOT. And thanked god I knew 50% of the cities she was talking about, haha Marbin doesn't know the geography of it so he was pretty clueless.
At the end we all went to Costco and saw Tony Lum's mom? I think it was her... but we went grocery shopping for Keiko, since yeah she's living here now. Got her bread, banana, lettuce, and egg.
Omfg. Speaking of lettuce... the three of us entered that cold room in Costco (don't remember the name of it) and I was going to get the lettuce and once I did... stupid Marbin decided to be a jerk and smart ass. What I was holding was "cabbage" not "lettuce", he made a frikin big drama deal out of it. Urgh! Screw him! I got lettuce so in his face once he notice he was wrong! HA!
Okay screw it I'm tired and imma sleep.
Friday, August 15, 2008
Gynophobia

I mean I guess I have had pretty bad experience with girls that are supposed to be friends. Maybe I'm scared of that girl friendship that happens here and there. Because you most likely know that they talk crap about each other. Well a majority of them do! Jeez. Scary right? Well for me it is, that's why I kinda side with the boys here. lol.
During my high school experience girls can be very very vicious. Wanna see the examples?
Example 1: She just wants to befriend cause she's interested...
Of course a good friend of mine since 6th grade liked this boy, i knew it and kept it a secret from everybody. she wanted to actually confess to the person she likes and had gotten help from the boys friend who is a girl. the boys friend supported her and all that and tried to become really close to my friend. that is until the break up happened, where the boys friend was getting a little bit too close to my friends ex. she admitted that she treats him like an older brother so she wants to protect him. however she tired to "cheer up" by saying move on and forget. sure i'd like to say that too, but that's not being oh so friendly. besides the break up was due to the fact that he was hanging out with his "girl friends" a bit too much and ignored his girlfriend. i partly blame him and yet the friend of his, since she wasn't saying what wrongs he was doing. if she really treats him like a brother and wants him happy, then say his wrong doings. also she was only getting close to my friend because my friend was interested in him. Uuugh. I hate that kind of friendship. I really do.
Example 2: Girlfriend being too ... overprotective?
I love my friends that are boys, in different ways really. i care for them like brothers 99% of the time. i respect them and hug them (only if they want to.) if they have a girl friend and i don't know about it, then that's fine by me, but once their girlfriend starts to talk to me I already know that something bad is going to happen. guess what? it did. LOL. a friend who i consider a good friend gains a girlfriend and i'm happy about it. go you mister! (: however... his girlfriend is a bit ... well i think is being too overprotective. to actually IM me and tell me to go out with my ex once again and leave a good friend of mine alone? i mean hell yeah sure i told him to go out with another girl long time ago before he dated his girlfriend, but it was just a joke. )= cute couple for me, but a joke! I asked myself "Why go that far to tell me to date my ex?" but at this point i was distancing myself from him and it felt really awkward. too awkward that i was making myself go emo. yuuck. but i got over it, since my senpai told me to fk whatever she's saying and still be good friends with him. so thus i listen and it's getting ... a bit better? LOL. but i'm still afraid of those overprotective girlfriends. just leave me alooone~ i have no interest in a guy who i don't even have feelings for! )= screw women...
Example 3: Hangout with the group!
a group of girls can be fun, but sometimes that fun can be hell. these girls have no morals in my opinion. they call themselves the best of friend when they have actually talk bad stuff behind their backs? i was hearing it all over this small little group. how so and so is a whore or is stupid. i couldn't stand being friends with people who actually don't like each other. i mean why fake a friendship? so cruel ... so so cruel... yet scary too! but really, i wanted to scream at them and say: "say it to their faces you big idiot! don't just talk behind their backs!"
Example 4: He was my boyfriend! You backstabber!
3 really good friends dated the same guy at once. I truthfully don't know how they didn't find out sooner, jeez. creepy right? well ... I blame the guy for ruining their friendship, yet it was scary what they were saying to each other. I mean to break off a relationship just because of a guy? Kinda scary how women think, i mean truthfully it was the guys fault in the beginning. i see no point in this so fk example 4. lol... but really these girls got verbally hurt. stupid guy...
Overall I fear women. Of course not all women, but I really need to know them for 4+ more years to actually be really friendly and trust them with things. But seeing these things... nah uh. Not cool at all. So I fear! xD Truthfully I have like 4 girls that really good friends with me, but that's because i've known them for quiet sometime and they've gained my trust. overall, i fear the same sex...LOL.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Blocked
I like blocking people.
Just kidding, it's kinda stupid blocking people really. I mean why block them at all? What do you gain out of it?
Oh yeah you get the other person frustrated? uuh, don't think so. (= LOL. I just find it pointless. I mean yeah sure block them if they're spamming you, but if you block someone who you don't even talk to or you dislike them. Then I just laugh at your stupid actions. xD Sorry, but face the person text to text or face to face. You don't want to talk to them anymore then ignore them, not block them. Pretty stupid and cowardly if you say so.
Truthfully I've blocked someone once in my life time. That was in my old account, some guy I think. But now that I look back up on it, I did a stupid thing. Should have just said to him: "Leave me alone."
Damn why didn't I?
Oh well. I block marbin sometimes to piss him off, but sometimes it goes unnoticed. (=
I love that skinny guy too much to actually ignore him. LOL.
Just kidding, it's kinda stupid blocking people really. I mean why block them at all? What do you gain out of it?
Oh yeah you get the other person frustrated? uuh, don't think so. (= LOL. I just find it pointless. I mean yeah sure block them if they're spamming you, but if you block someone who you don't even talk to or you dislike them. Then I just laugh at your stupid actions. xD Sorry, but face the person text to text or face to face. You don't want to talk to them anymore then ignore them, not block them. Pretty stupid and cowardly if you say so.
Truthfully I've blocked someone once in my life time. That was in my old account, some guy I think. But now that I look back up on it, I did a stupid thing. Should have just said to him: "Leave me alone."
Damn why didn't I?
Oh well. I block marbin sometimes to piss him off, but sometimes it goes unnoticed. (=
I love that skinny guy too much to actually ignore him. LOL.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Olympics 08
I hate the Olympics.
Well not really. I just hate them being in Beijing. LOL, dunno why. Probably because it's in China and theres a huge time difference? So yeah. Not to mention the lighting the torch thing was really really bad. Okay I'd like to say stupid, but it was just plain ass bad. I guess I prefer the Sydney which was WAY more creative than having a man running in mid air then putting the torch on. Uuugh. Now I don't feel like watching the olympics anymore. lol; guess China didn't really put any effort. Although the footprints was a pretty cool idea, but I heard it was fake on tv due to the weather. I don't care, it was a creative idea (footprints) and a good ceremony, just a very very bad torch lighting.
Now, the whole little girl thing fake singing? American's do that so stfu, leave China alone. lol.
My favorite torch lighting is Sydney 2000.
There's also the Barcelona torch lighting which I have to say was even better, sadly I was 2 back then.
Well not really. I just hate them being in Beijing. LOL, dunno why. Probably because it's in China and theres a huge time difference? So yeah. Not to mention the lighting the torch thing was really really bad. Okay I'd like to say stupid, but it was just plain ass bad. I guess I prefer the Sydney which was WAY more creative than having a man running in mid air then putting the torch on. Uuugh. Now I don't feel like watching the olympics anymore. lol; guess China didn't really put any effort. Although the footprints was a pretty cool idea, but I heard it was fake on tv due to the weather. I don't care, it was a creative idea (footprints) and a good ceremony, just a very very bad torch lighting.
Now, the whole little girl thing fake singing? American's do that so stfu, leave China alone. lol.
My favorite torch lighting is Sydney 2000.
There's also the Barcelona torch lighting which I have to say was even better, sadly I was 2 back then.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Full Metal Ch.86
Hell yes. Been waiting a month for this chapter and I feel content. VERY content. Can't wait for the next chapter really. Hopefully it's a cliffhanger!
I feel like Edward is like a minor character now. Alphones is stepping on big brother now! Heck yes! :D I mean, maybe the manga revolves around Alphones than Edward. But Edward get's the big hit in the anime. Bleh. Whatever...
So anyway this may contain spoilers so if you're an FMA fan or a reader: I so warned you. :)
This chapter contains Fan Ran's first automail appearance! It beats Ed's automail 100x's better. :) Xing country rocks ass. Oh yeah, the Wrath is almost pronounced dead. Pride and Gluttony are being attacked by Lion King, Donkey Kong, and Fan Ran. So it's ubber cool to have minor characters attack Homunculi's. :] Also, Greed has brothers and sisters! Actually a dead sister since like ... Lust died. Well he said Gluttony and Pride were his siblings. He's the youngest one I think... LOL. Wow. Hopefully we get to see Mei Chan grow up a little bit in the next chapter. I wanna see her and that spartan panda. :] Until next issue...
I feel like Edward is like a minor character now. Alphones is stepping on big brother now! Heck yes! :D I mean, maybe the manga revolves around Alphones than Edward. But Edward get's the big hit in the anime. Bleh. Whatever...
So anyway this may contain spoilers so if you're an FMA fan or a reader: I so warned you. :)
This chapter contains Fan Ran's first automail appearance! It beats Ed's automail 100x's better. :) Xing country rocks ass. Oh yeah, the Wrath is almost pronounced dead. Pride and Gluttony are being attacked by Lion King, Donkey Kong, and Fan Ran. So it's ubber cool to have minor characters attack Homunculi's. :] Also, Greed has brothers and sisters! Actually a dead sister since like ... Lust died. Well he said Gluttony and Pride were his siblings. He's the youngest one I think... LOL. Wow. Hopefully we get to see Mei Chan grow up a little bit in the next chapter. I wanna see her and that spartan panda. :] Until next issue...
Monday, August 11, 2008
Space
I never had a room of my own. I was either sleeping in the couch or shared a room with one of my brothers. Now that I'm in college and there's some issues at home, I need a room.
I want a room too.
I want a room that can fit a desk, bed, and small table. That's all I ask for, I don't need a very big room at all. I just want a small room that can fit what I need. Hopefully, just hopefully I can get one.
I guess it can be a little heaven I can go to after school. Oh well...
Oh yeah, currently looking for a job. (: There's too much free time in my schedule, I need it. I hate NOT being busy...
I want a room too.
I want a room that can fit a desk, bed, and small table. That's all I ask for, I don't need a very big room at all. I just want a small room that can fit what I need. Hopefully, just hopefully I can get one.
I guess it can be a little heaven I can go to after school. Oh well...
Oh yeah, currently looking for a job. (: There's too much free time in my schedule, I need it. I hate NOT being busy...
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Mean Girls
First time watching this movie really. I thought it was stupid so I never watched it till today. I was so bored I turned on the TV and watched ABC Family marathon of chick flicks movies. o_O; Weeird. Tomorrow is the Notebook. (: So something I may watch, seems cute. LOL.
Anyway about Mean Girls. I still think this movie is super stupid. Another 'high school' life wannabe. Pathetic in my opinion. x) Although I DO agree on girls talking behind their backs, because it's true. LOL; especially this year during my senior year. So much stupid drama comments. I should have just told people what they thought about them. Jeez, it's all because it's the last year of high school. Oh well, I don't think they'll know now.
I swear, I will never hang out with 2+ more girls group. I think I like having 2 girls that are friends. Having others will just be ... too chaotic. Guys I can have a lot of guy friends due to the fact I'm 80% tomboy! D< Proud of it too! So yeah, be careful of girls. They're beasts!
Anyway about Mean Girls. I still think this movie is super stupid. Another 'high school' life wannabe. Pathetic in my opinion. x) Although I DO agree on girls talking behind their backs, because it's true. LOL; especially this year during my senior year. So much stupid drama comments. I should have just told people what they thought about them. Jeez, it's all because it's the last year of high school. Oh well, I don't think they'll know now.
I swear, I will never hang out with 2+ more girls group. I think I like having 2 girls that are friends. Having others will just be ... too chaotic. Guys I can have a lot of guy friends due to the fact I'm 80% tomboy! D< Proud of it too! So yeah, be careful of girls. They're beasts!
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Saturday Fun
I seriously thank God for healing me today or at least for letting me go out today without feeling that cold that I was having two days ago. (:
Yes, this Saturday was filled with awesomeness and I guess I needed that. Going out with Maria, Dion, and Marbin can be pretty awesome, I enjoy their company really. So today we went out to eat at McDonald's since we didn't know what we wanted. I can say this, Dion can EAT. LOL. I was filled with 6pck chicken nuggets, he was filled with friggen 3 hamburgers and 10pck chicken nuggets. Add two sodas with it and coffee. Pretty scary for me, he even ate Marbin's part too! Yikes...
I had a dumb blond moment when we left McDonald's. I wanted to kick the pigeon and then Maria asked if I didn't like pegeons. I just said I just like the white ones. =_=; Jeez, those are called doves. I'm so-so stupid.
But anyway after lunch or dinner (whatever it was lol) we went to Japan town. I have to say ... Japanese snacks and drinks are awesome. (: LOL. I also found a lot of other JDrama's and movies to watch. So hurray for me.
Currently watching Hachiko Monogatari. Maybe I'll post about this movie later on. I want an Akita, so both Marbin and I are going to pitch in to buy one. :D
Maybe...
Yes, this Saturday was filled with awesomeness and I guess I needed that. Going out with Maria, Dion, and Marbin can be pretty awesome, I enjoy their company really. So today we went out to eat at McDonald's since we didn't know what we wanted. I can say this, Dion can EAT. LOL. I was filled with 6pck chicken nuggets, he was filled with friggen 3 hamburgers and 10pck chicken nuggets. Add two sodas with it and coffee. Pretty scary for me, he even ate Marbin's part too! Yikes...
I had a dumb blond moment when we left McDonald's. I wanted to kick the pigeon and then Maria asked if I didn't like pegeons. I just said I just like the white ones. =_=; Jeez, those are called doves. I'm so-so stupid.
But anyway after lunch or dinner (whatever it was lol) we went to Japan town. I have to say ... Japanese snacks and drinks are awesome. (: LOL. I also found a lot of other JDrama's and movies to watch. So hurray for me.
Currently watching Hachiko Monogatari. Maybe I'll post about this movie later on. I want an Akita, so both Marbin and I are going to pitch in to buy one. :D
Maybe...
Friday, August 8, 2008
Questions
I have a dozen of questions in my head. I'm not sure if it's because I'm sick or whatever. I'm getting huge headaches from it and they hurt. I think I'm going to go to sleep early. I feel Yukkie, but anyway questions are always asked every single day. Not once, but dozens of times.
The how, why, when, where, what, why, and who questions are really common. I took notice and I asked why 5 times, how 3 times, and what 6 times. The others I don't use so often I guess. I think I'm blabbing right now and I'm very random.
Screw questions. I'm going to sleep.
The how, why, when, where, what, why, and who questions are really common. I took notice and I asked why 5 times, how 3 times, and what 6 times. The others I don't use so often I guess. I think I'm blabbing right now and I'm very random.
Screw questions. I'm going to sleep.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Sick
When you have that yucky stingy feeling in your throat and you want it to stop hurting you, means you're sick. I'm sick and I really hate it. Feels like I can't breath, maybe I'm whining but I really hate being sick and I wish I can get healthy soon. I don't like being stuck in bed for the whole day. Hopefully I'll be better by Saturday around the afternoon. (= I can't wait till Saturday really, I'm so excited. <3
Well lets see if I can type chapters for my fanfiction.
Maybe being sick can be a good thing sometimes. Also! I won't be sick when school starts so that's a very very good thing. It'll be like hell if I was sick during the beginning of the school year.
Yuckky.
Well lets see if I can type chapters for my fanfiction.
Maybe being sick can be a good thing sometimes. Also! I won't be sick when school starts so that's a very very good thing. It'll be like hell if I was sick during the beginning of the school year.
Yuckky.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
World
I want to visit a lot of places. Yeah, I want to travel. No, not because I want to "find" myself. LOL; more like I want to see places that no other people see very much of it. Also I'm very interested in the history behind the country. Somehow I pay more attention in world history than American history. Why? Because I feel America is rather ... boring. Although it does bring other cultures together which is pretty cool.
Visited:
Japan
Mexico
USA
Want to visit:
Germany
Italy
Turkey
South Africa
Chile
Brazil
Spain
Philippines
India
Russia
Egypt
Hungary
S. Korea
Laos
Armenia
Nepal
Switzerland
Ukraine
England
The italic ones are the ones that will most likely be visted or else I will not forgive myself! That's all for today.
Visited:
Japan
Mexico
USA
Want to visit:
Germany
Italy
Turkey
South Africa
Chile
Brazil
Spain
Philippines
India
Russia
Egypt
Hungary
S. Korea
Laos
Armenia
Nepal
Switzerland
Ukraine
England
The italic ones are the ones that will most likely be visted or else I will not forgive myself! That's all for today.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Elricest
For some very odd reason. I can actually see this happening, since Ed was oh so obsessed with getting his brothers body back. (: No I don't support this couple, they're brothers so yeah... Alphones voice was pretty good, sounds like the actual dub version kinda. Ed's voice was so-so. "Let me feel your body, let me touch that tush of yours!" I have to say ... never knew someone would ever say that. Pretty bold I'd say. Pretty bold... Poor poor Alphones. (=
Been obsessed with FMA for some time now. Maybe around a week or two. So far my favorite characters are Alphones and Ling/Greed. Edward is still so-so for some odd reason, I thought I would actually like the guy quiet a lot, but his little brother is way better. Geez, I wish chemistry would be like magic. Sadly I live in the real world. Damn it. >[
Enjoy the video. =)
Monday, August 4, 2008
Obama's Dollar Comment

The huge comment about McCain's face on the american dollar bill.
Racist or not racist?
My opinion was that, he played that card. Now he has to deal with it and NOT make excuses. If he wants to say a racist comment then do so and don't say you didn't mean it because you did. Pathetic.
Here's a picture of Obama in the dollar bill. Hmm... doesn't look oh so pretty either. So he shouldn't say anything. Yes people this picture ain't so "sick" or "cool." Oh yeah, picture was not from me, got it some other forum.
Jeez, I need to live in a socialist country. As you can see, I hate democrats and republicans. I don't like this whole American pride that's going on. I agree on some view with both sides, yet these dem/rep people ruin it. So screw them all. :) I preferred Edward over Hilary and Obama. Tch.
Ah yeah, finally finished FMA ds game. Took me a day, one silly day. Wrath and Sloth were pretty hard to beat them and it felt like forever. Overall, the game sucked. It's just re-watching the anime series all over again. D: Oh well...
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Animal Crossing

Truthfully I saw one of my upper classmate play this game during French class and I thought it was pretty boring. I played it, while we had free time and it was so (super duper) boring I gave the DS back to him. Well, I supposed the game is pretty dull while playing it only once, that's what my brother said actually. So once again I give it a try.
Within the last 7 hours of my life, I'm playing this addicting game that I think is now better than HarvestMoon. I mean sure you're not farming or milking them cows. Main deal is to get fish, fossils, bugs, and paintings, then donating them to the museum. Sounds boring doesn't it? Well it is in a way, but I'm not sure why it's so addicting for me now. Oh wait.
To beat up Tom Nook.
Sadly, that won't happen. That stupid (mother effer) raccoon can be such a pain. Since the begining or even meeting him; I've despised that animal talking freak. I can't make money because of that raccoon. It really pissed me off. My brother laughed when I started cursing at my red Nintendo DS. I must say, you would probably be pretty shocked/hilarious at someone getting frustrated by such dull game. But that raccoon will pay one day...
Now there's also another reason why I got into the game so much. Yesterday my brother was playing Animal Crossing next to me, so I got curious and started to watch him play. I started to like the background music, thus I met K.K Slider at the The Roots cafe. This dog only comes on Saturday's at 8:00 PM. The music was adorable and down right cute. I truthfully though the game ended when K.K Slider's song ended. Boy was I wrong.
The main weird thing about this game that: It never ends.
Creepy right? I'd say so... I mean the person never ages. That's like meeting an immortal person. So I say go play it.
Talking about immortality, Full Metal Alchemist ds game is something I'm getting pissed off at. I can not beat that stupid child named, Wrath. I almost broke my ds when I was about to throw it on the floor for loosing to Wrath 16 times...
Actually make it 17 now.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Cellphones

You use them for emergencies, entertainment, or work related. It's a short range, portable electronic device used for data communication over the network. They are very popular among the teenagers and early adults. They're quiet useful at the times, but remember it's also expensive to own one! The owner must be extremely responsible or else the cellphone bill would probably get someone in trouble (mainly you.) Text messaging is expensive (in my case it is!) so careful not to send one word message.
So, why am I talking about cellphones?
Well I've had two cellphones during my existence as a human being and when I went to japan, there were bunch of adorable cellphones with different colors. :D Here in America the colors are usually: white, black, red, pink, and blue. I've always wanted a cellphone with two colors in it light green and brown/pink. Guess what? In Japan they have those really light colors that i've been looking for. Damn, I would so buy one if they would work here in America. Korean phones are pretty awesome too, I think they have better images in their camera phones. I'm not too sure though.

This pink and lime green phone is something I was looking for in Akihabara, Japan. I glanced at the phones and I saw this one in this one store. It was real tempting to buy it, but somehow I knew cellphones would cost a lot. It was right there too, but my friends wanted to go and see hentai action figures. Sigh, I should have hanged out alone... Oh well, I really really want this phone badly. But you know what I didn't see Sidekicks or iPhones. Maybe it was out of stock? Who knows. One thing for sure is that I will never buy an iPhone or Sidekick.
Why?
I already have an iPodtouch and it's basically the same thing except I have 16GB in it. Also the design for it is too huge for my liking. I also would hate calling people in it, my dad owns one and I always press the wrong number when I use it. I really hate the iPhone. >>; Yuuuck. About Sidekicks... I've seen a pretty huge amount of them break. Lol. It's also scary to open them up, I thought these phones were actually toys instead.

I wish this phone had video contact like in Japan. That would be so awesome to see peoples faces while talking to them. :D I wouldn't find it creepy at all! <33
Till next time.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Before College
Jeez. I have exactly almost two weeks now until I go to college. Exciting right? Well I somewhat am. I don't really feel all that excited since I'm just going to a community college. I could have chosen UCRiverside or SFState, everything would have been free for my freshman year too. Sadly I thought that it would still be too expensive for my family to pay, so community college was the best choice for me. Maybe SFState, but I miss the testing deadline. Curses! HAHA. :3 Then again with City (since it's right next to Riordan), I can get free rides from my cousin who goes to that all boys school.
Sweeet.
I'm sad really, I wont be able to see my friends; Shelsea, Tiffany, Karen, Marbin, Ali, or Nikki. However, I will try to communicate with them. I promised Karen and Marbin I'll visit them during the weekends, that is if I work. Hopefully I can spend the night over at senpai's place, buuut that'll be too troublesome. Ali and Nikki are going to Community Colleges also, so I can see them around the area. Tiffany of course is going to SFState, I plan to take her boyfriend to take me to see her (he's also going to City like me!) Then there's Shelsea who I think is going to military school, I can talk to her through myspace. Yeah, friendships around these days are going to go through some trials. Hopefully I can still talk to all of them, if not at I wish to keep contact with at least 3 of them.
Since I have a lot of time in my hands. I decided to join clubs that sound pretty interesting.
So for people who are going to dorms and are living far far away. Word of advice: Learn how to Cook. Marbin just said he's living himself off of ramen. Gross. Maybe I'll edit this later.
Sweeet.
I'm sad really, I wont be able to see my friends; Shelsea, Tiffany, Karen, Marbin, Ali, or Nikki. However, I will try to communicate with them. I promised Karen and Marbin I'll visit them during the weekends, that is if I work. Hopefully I can spend the night over at senpai's place, buuut that'll be too troublesome. Ali and Nikki are going to Community Colleges also, so I can see them around the area. Tiffany of course is going to SFState, I plan to take her boyfriend to take me to see her (he's also going to City like me!) Then there's Shelsea who I think is going to military school, I can talk to her through myspace. Yeah, friendships around these days are going to go through some trials. Hopefully I can still talk to all of them, if not at I wish to keep contact with at least 3 of them.
Since I have a lot of time in my hands. I decided to join clubs that sound pretty interesting.
- Gamer Gathering Club (GGC)
- La Raza Unida (LRU)
So for people who are going to dorms and are living far far away. Word of advice: Learn how to Cook. Marbin just said he's living himself off of ramen. Gross. Maybe I'll edit this later.